Is that my shadow ?

When I see you
I see nothing but an illusionary image
An image that makes my heart grow fonder
For I never thought you would leave me
You were just like me except that
You did not have eyes
No gestures but just a figure
A figure that rises with sun
And that sets with sun
What if I could have you forever
But that can not happen
You are not for granted
Even though they say you are
You are with me when I am happy
And I find you nowhere when I am alone
You demand light but I live in dark
You Condemn darkness
But you don’t confront it
You represent the myth of perfection
A perfect fellow for nothing
For owns sake in tired world
Today I hold up the world
And you seek my shelter
Your lame behavior
Your ironically truthful nature
Your deaf ears and nihilistic posture
Always makes me ask
Is that really my shadow ?