Heartless

Ever wished you could be heartless
for you will love becoming it,
as you won't feel anything then
neither the love of love
nor the pain of pain,
your eyes will look into zero
and your brain will be solid stone,
you won't see yourself in the mirror
and even if you do
you won't recognize yourself,
this will all be natural
and it will lead to nothing,
endless chain of thoughts
with no result in anything
neither positive nor negative,
no emotions for anyone
no attachment to anything,
the trees you leave behind
will be there forever but
you won't glance back,
your eyes want to see it
but your heart won't let it,
for it has become the reality
because you wished to be heartless.