So What!!

[This is a narration by a girl just about to get married to the guy she doesn’t know much about.]

So what if I didn’t like that guy

 at the first place,

so what it will take 33 months for me

to understand,

to develop an understanding,

to develop this relationship,

I don’t care, I shouldn’t care.

All I know is that

you can love anybody

if you spend time with that person,

understanding is a good cover

for compromises,

the compromises that you do

in order to save yourself from pain,

pain of finding another partner,

and not the pain of leaving one.

You become habitual of that person,

and habits are hard to change.

I am forced
because I left no choice for myself,

I submitted to the will of elders,

as you know,

getting old is certificate of wisdom,

wisdom of foolishness.

So I am doing it,

and I will show my love to that person,

I will not cheat

and will show patience if he cheats,

in that way I will be an acceptable wife,

a wise wife of a puny husband.